Something I Find A Little Distressing

A Little Note:

This here is the influence of that Def Poetry (yeah I know, where have I been) and I loved it so much that I wrote this at four o'clock in the morning standing in front of a full length mirror because it suddenly hit me and I just couldn't believe that...

I Still...Daydream...About...Her...

And no you don't have to say it

its pathetic, I know

I daydream of bowling into her

and I'm dating somebody famous

or if not that then at least somebody who looks like they're famous

and if failing that then someone who looks like they're related to someone who's famous

and why would I day dream about that? You say

You scratch your head in wonder

Don't be a dummy, dummy

it would mean that I would be winning the break up, of course

because sure you've moved on but then I have too

but guess what honey, my rebound is much better than yours

Or than you.

Ridiculous right?

A little juvenile right?

But listen,

this is not your day dream is it...?

It's mine.

Other times I daydream that she calls me up for coffee

and once there she proceeds to declare how much she still cares for me

and that she has tried everything known to man

including another man

but simply put

she just...can...not...shake me.

and she hates herself for it

God, she hates me

because she knows,

because she heard it from somewhere that I'm already taken

I'm engaged and to her dismay we've already set a date

but even though,

she's hoping there's something she can say that will make me reconsider...

Ridiculous right?

A little juvenile right?

But listen,

this is not your day dream is it...?

It's mine

But don't get me wrong

Ive got girls, girls, girls galore

Ive got them coming out of the wood work

one, two, three, four...and more.

Ive got them falling out of the sky

and washing up on the shore

but you see the thing is

what Ive still failed to understand is

I still...Daydream...About...Her...

and I just cant shake it.